Writing & Music

When I write something, I've come to always rely on a consistent musical atmosphere to help focus my mind on the tone of the piece. It's shown me a strange part of my brain. First, I need to search out the perfect accompaniment. The moment I find it feels like a revelation. I come to depend on it entirely - playing it on loop throughout every writing session. 

The one I'm into now is helping me get through revising a short screenplay: Max Och's Ain't Nobody High Raga. Beautiful, meditative, and somehow playfully sad. 

Meanwhile, the screenplay I'm currently 20 pages into has been tougher. It's a comedy (outside my usual genre range) and I have yet to find the perfect album to listen to alongside it. It can't be serious, but instead energetic without becoming distracting. The main character is massively frenetic, so the music should match.... If you have any suggestions, I'm open! 

Who came before Alex DeLarge?

Here's a piece of flash fiction inspired by the idea of the Ludovico treatment: 

 

Ludovico Revised Procedure. Patient 1.           

Inspired by A Clockwork Orange                          

 

Prologue

I sit down in my chair. You look away from the window at me. I shoot and your hair and brain and everything else important astronomizes into the air, aligns on the walls.

 

Chapter 1

With no bars, they don’t call it prison. They wrangle me in tourniquet tubes. They hook me up and inject and the air smells like rage again. I sit back in my chair. You look away from the window. At me. I shoot and your hair and brain and everything else important screams into the air, pollacks on the walls.

 

Chapter 2

Still smirking. Still skillful injection. I double-back flip into my chair. You rush and try to kiss me. I shoot and your hair and brain and nothing else do a little jig. I laugh. Then they unhook me and I laugh out loud.

 

Chapter 3

White faced morning processions loop. I have always been in my chair. You only look out the window, your eyes soft through the glass. The trigger pops before I even move my index; hair, brain, and the same teleports to its rented spot on the wall. I try to react. I wheeze daily purpose. 

 

Chapter 4

Maybe I will die. This is not the intended effect, they tell me. I return to my chair. You look at me before I get to surprise you. Your face looks enormous through the barrel of a gun. You beg me to do it. I shoot you and nothing happens. I keep clicking the trigger and it sounds like a choking toddler. You leave so quietly I want to get up and listen to the touch of your socked soles on the hardwood. I cannot get up. The drugs have made my body into Osmium.

 

Epilogue

They untie me and shake my trigger hand. They help me up out of my chair. Pats on the back propel me out the door. 

"What I’ve dared, I’ve willed; and what I’ve willed, I’ll do! They think me mad – Starbuck does; but I’m demoniac, I am madness maddened! That wild madness that’s only calm to comprehend itself! The prophecy was that I should be dismembered; and – Aye! I lost this leg. I now prophesy that I will dismember my dismemberer."

... I prophesy a new work upon the waves, one built of wild madness 

:) 

The Impulse to Write

A few days ago, author James Salter passed away. I hadn't read any of his works before reading of his death - but I'm excited to start now. He had a lengthy interview with the Paris Review in which he explains the ultimate impulse to write. I think it's worth sharing: 

"To write? Because all this is going to vanish. The only thing left will be the prose and poems, the books, what is written down. Man was very fortunate to have invented the book. Without it the past would completely vanish, and we would be left with nothing, we would be naked on earth."